*please read the notes at the end of this section as they are really important, regarding delivery times and shipping*
 
You Died and I Hated it is a small, raw, unusual little art-filled book containing work I’ve created over 10 years, while working through several paths of grief and loss. 
 
This is not a guidebook. This is not an autobiography, a self-help book, or even a story. This book is not even remotely a suggestion of how you might navigate your own wild, unique grief. It is simply a reflection of mine.
 
This book is slightly more like a journal, reflecting pinpoints in time I have experienced during my own grieving journeys. It contains a collection of artwork I created over many, many years as I coped with the deaths of several people I absolutely adored. 
 
I am printing this myself as a special limited-run first edition. Every copy will be signed, and these are not for resale. In fact, after the 13th of May they will go out of print. This is a small print run of a book I want to share slowly, organically, and with focused intent. I  intend to print it again one day, in an expanded form, but I do not know when that will be yet. So for now, this is your chance to get the book. Local Pickup option is available to those who live near me. 
 
IMPORTANT DETAILS, PLEASE CAST YOUR EYEBALLS BELOW:
This is a pre-order, so you won't be getting it for a while. I aim to begin shipping in June, all being well. Pre-ordering helps me create it though, as this is self-published and I do all the fulfillment and legwork involved. I hope to begin posting these in June. If you have selected Local Pickup, you'll be able to get them earlier, and I will notify you. I will post specific shipping dates on my Instagram account as time goes on, I'm at SaraKathleenUK over there. 
This preorder runs from 9 April - 13 May ONLY. After that, you're out of luck. I hope to publish this book in an expanded version one day, with a hardback and additional content. But who knows when that will be, so I can not guarantee when a version of this book will be available again. 
If you are ordering my "A Grieving Tarot" through the kickstarter campaign, YOU ARE WASTING MONEY by ordering here. Save your pennies, my friend. You can include this book as an Add-On to the campaign, which runs from 13 April - 13 May. 
If you buy this, and then at a later date want to buy something else, you'll have paid too much shipping. Good thing I'm a kind human and not an AI robot though, because I'll make sure you are only ever paying what it actually costs to ship something. I'll refund the difference where necessary, but please feel free to nudge/message me if you're worried about it.